Coping with chronic low self esteem and bpd?

I know this may sound stupid but that's just you being you. Medicines like that don't work, believe me. I used to be on 4 different kinds daily and it only made me feel worst so I got off all of them 2 years later. And you are important, if you weren't, you wouldn't be here. You need any help with anything, I've been through this so just email me.